There are Some People Who Still Appreciates

Others will never see the good side of me and will just point out my weaknesses. Maybe, because that’s the way they met or they know me as that kind of person, the worse.

I admit the fact that I had made mistakes in my entire life both intentional and not. No matter how I try to be good and be the best, the sad truth is some people won’t see and would just see me at my worse part.  That’s the way it goes. Maybe because what I did for them it’s not enough, a responsibility or just a small thing that can be dissolve easily.

To be honest it doesn’t matter to me at all. But, I won’t deny the fact that I don’t get hurt. Who doesn’t right? When you’re trying your best, but they still think that you are worse.

Well, I can say that I’m okay. When I say I’m okay, I meant it, no hidden feelings. I don’t say I’m okay just because no one will understand me, they are not in my shoes or I’m just lazy to explain how I feel. Really, I’m okay and don’t question that.

Even I’m trying my best I still make mistakes. It’s been a long time since I already accepted the truth that I can’t change how others thinks about me and the sad part they would just see me at my downfall.

The most important is the decision on my happiness is still within me. And at the end of the day I need to stand up and be happy with my own life and be not responsible for how other’s view me.

That’s why I am grateful to those who see that I have a heart even I am far from being saint. To those who see the best in me even I am far from the ideal and to those who appreciates me from my smallest efforts.  But above all, I am truly grateful to those who believe that I can do better than what I think is already enough for.

It's Not Your Fault For Being Yourself

It's not your fault for being who you are.

It's not your fault if they makes fun of your skin.

It's not your fault if they hate your skin blemishes.

It's not your fault if they hate how you dress.

It's not your fault if they hate how your voice sounds.

It's not your fault if they hate how weird you act.

It's not your fault if they think you are different.

It's not your fault when they can't understand you.

It's not your fault when they are annoyed with your mannerism.

It's not your fault if they hate your handwriting.

It's not your fault when the person you like doesn't like you back.

It's not your fault of how others sees you.

Every person has their own choice, if they are annoyed for what you have they have the choice to notice and hate it over and over again or just let it be and don't care about it. 

There are still people that would accept you for who you are, although they may pinpoint what they don't like about you still, they won't try to change you. 

Harmony

I seek for Harmony, that's what I am looking for and for me that is very important.

We have our own beliefs, principles, opinions, perspectives and standards and what we need is Harmony. You don't need to agree with the people who have different opinions or whatever, but rather respect them.

We need harmony in family, friends or any group of people.

In Harmony itself you can find love, peace and respect at the same time.